When the "day" comes...

It is terrible to think about your mind losing control over your body. Hence, some people out there are trying to exercise the most amount of power they can and eventually become completely fooled by the fact that they might live forever with such kind of false power. Perhaps it is one of the ways that we human kind is dealing with the fear we are born with, the perpetual insecurity for not being able to physically last for ever.

People end up hurting each other while seeking that brief moment of comfort knowing that we all have "it", whatever "it" may be interpreted differently in various situations. Life, as we all know it, is not going to last for ever and in fact, it is very short thus, living life to the fullest seems to be the best solution while we are trying to fight against the fear of death.

How do we get to live life to the fullest though? There's really only one way - being truthful to yourself and others. Let your body and soul absorb as much as they can while you are still breathing and teach them how to be grateful...

I don't picture my death right now per se, but when that inevitable moment of my life shall come, I would want everyone I love at the funeral to smile and be happy knowing that they all helped me live my life to the fullest somehow. In fact, I really hope they would have a big celebration, a very very happy one. Maybe go through some of the silly pictures and laugh out loud and understand that everything I shared with them was nothing but sincere.

Anyway, I am really happy knowing that I've always tried and I always will try to connect with the good in everyone around me and will try to bring the best out in me in return. I love you my life, people I've encountered in this life time, everything and anything that I was able to touch physically and emotionally. Thanks for the life I've been given. xxx

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So, here's my tentative wish for my funeral to whomever might be in charge of planning:

First of all, I love you for doing this for me.

1. Food/beverage wise: you can choose what you want but make sure you include these items please - Borsh, Straciatella Soup, Romanian cabbage rolls, TIRAMISU (thanks to whoever invented this world's best dessert alive), Tacos de adobadas, Bibimbab, Flamkuchen, Jack&Coke, Gin&Tonic, Moscati, Loads of Vino Tinto.

2. Colour: please make it very colourful-no black is allowed. Please make sure there is at least 10 different colour-themes going on, and please, nobody is allowed to cry!

3. Music: please play everything and anything that you would bring memories about me plus, David Guetta (when love takes over - make them sing along) please. lol and the ending song shall be "Tu Quieres Volver" by Sarah Brightman. Thanks!

4. Note: please make sure everyone's enjoying the party and let them know that I am very grateful and have absolutely no regrets! Wouldn't have changed anything including the saddest moment of my life, I cherish all the moments and you all very much!!